Mama,
There’s blood on my hands.
The sky is gray,
and static fills my ears.
Machine-gun fire,
chatters in the distance,
and I feel as if floating,
in dark,
cold seas.
Air between fires is,
tainted by putrid stink:
Bowels, entrails,
and fresh blood.
Reality,
begins to fade around me.
Blackness,
edges its way over my eyes.
Red crosses and faces,
scream silence,
taking residence,
in my mangled mind.
And when I look down,
I see only red through black.
Tunneled suns are useless,
but so too are soldiers,
whom caught off-guard,
die to stray bullets,
no-one is sure to have fired.
No purpose,
no restitution,
flits by with solace,
for there is only silence.
And blackness.
For me.
For Mama.
And my bloody,
dead hands.